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Friday, April 03, 2009

20:51

Guess what?
I got scolded again.
Thrice.
I dont know how long I can tolerate. Just to let you guys know,
I feel like giving up.
I dont know why!
Its not my fault. I dont get why I should be scolded.
Pathetic.
If you think that homecoming is just so easy, go do it on your own.
Im like slogging my guts out for it.
And what do I get?
Scoldings and more scoldings.
I tried.
I almost cried when I was scolded.
But I holded it back.
I did not want 'it' to happen again.
Why are you so nice to me after you scolded me like hell?
Then you scold me again.
You just un beautify the world again.
Once again.
I dont get it!
I know that it is not beautiful in the first place.
So why make it worse?
Thanks to whoever who cheered me up.
You know who you are.
Seriously.
Although talking doesnt seem like an action of cheering up,
but hearing me talk is.
letting me laugh is.
accompanying me is.
Just hope to let you know.
Thanks

Trying to recharge myself.
I have been telling myself not to cry.
And hopefully I dont.
So when you see me really quiet after a lecture,
please dont ask me.
I dont like sharing it when I know what will happen to me.
如果等待可以换来奇迹的话,

我宁愿等下去,

哪怕一年,或一生!

&the beauty.

Ng Hui Yan Jolyn
19/01/1995

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